heavy people weighing down on me and all this pressure wont leave me be quick fixes don't solve anything and you can't live with false securities so open up i'll dig a hole right through my heart cause you can't feel if you don't know who you are so swallow your pride i think you've lived long enough to know what you can't join cause it's hard to breathe if you no longer see the point and heavy people bathing in fake bliss and all thats beauty tends to turn to shit and if you find love there's always something amiss and so i give up i think i'm done with this and i will give you a way out

once upon a time was a short life to be told a man that no one knows a man with a lost life confused and incomplete he needed a reprieve confronted by a snake slithered from the ground a partner he had found (the snake said) you look in bad shape i will make you free you can feel alive with me the snake revealed a grin as the man took the bite the venom hidden from sight so he let it sink in oh he was cursed for sure but still was wanting more he expected the sting to make him something hes not how the bite changes your thoughts so what could he do just let it flow and bleed what else could he need? i hate this part right here when you talk to yourself in the mirror youre just looking for support youve already sold yourself short i hate this part right here when you've got to face your fears theres so many things youve ignored bought up everything you couldnt afford he cleaned the blood from his lips yea it tasted good of course he knew it would just a tiny venom drip and the world will slowly sing make sure youre listening it will sing sad story of a man with no remorse and the rapture that he gorged til it all lost its glory and the rapture turned to anguish he had but one last wish to let his story live and for his loved ones to forgive he had turned his last trick and the venom kept sinking in he forgot where he had been he was shrinking in his skin and the world was growing dim he had let the venom win

wasted down in sleep lifting eyes to see where our thoughts would creep they were perfect in our dreams perfect as she seemed you could feel the heat beneath so pretty as she screams while the claws are digging deep i saw her once again it brought dreams to my head so i left my common sense laying in my bed i drifted off instead it promised me the best now i've got my suspense but wheres the happy end? i saw you're leaving by the look on your face and you know i don't want to be pushing you that way, so baby will you please not go? baby i just cant let go its just my disease so don't go i'm still coughing in my sleeve just don't go thats just not what i mean so don't go i swear ill fix this whole dream just don't go